What should I do?

What should I do?
Should I exercise or lapse it?
What is my path? My destiny?
Is everything gonna end after 2 months?
After what I had done in this 2 years??
And leave everything to fate to decide??
I don't know and I don't want to think
This is what I called FML
Life sucks sometimes, When u reached a junction, you don't know which path u're gonna choose,
Now I have 2 paths
The 1st path, is back to my hometown, everything will be reset, in other words,start from scratch and GG
The 2nd path, stay at here and hope for sth, but if failed, GG too
These 2 paths I reli don't know which to decide
I need something.... I need leverage.... I need guidance....
And I need.... Trust