something like that

"Victor's theory of depression relief"

Give and take,
What U Give, U will Take what you desired
This is the theory that everyone usually says but it might not be the same sometimes

Sometimes u need to keep giving without thinking of having returns
You must give some time and efforts to do something
In the end, u might get your desired outcome
But suprisingly, u might also get something that is better than what u r expecting

So why be so depressed on a small matter that only significant to 0.0000001% of life?
Think wide, think big and think out of the box
Just play your part well and everything will be fine =)
Let time make the decision



Haven been blogging for soooo long, mayb not too long, just a few weeks, haha
Today went to get brochures for sunway, kdu and kasturi for the ACCA course
Well kasturi is damn cheap, whereas sunway is just 2k more expensive than kdu
Ignore quality and go for kasturi?
Ignore 2k and go for Sunway?
Ignore Sunway and go for kdu?

Glad that I had chosen the education path rather than the career path
Although I felt bad that I still doesnt have the ability to earn money yet
Using parent's money to do something unnecassary is really my bad habit
I should regret about this...

Mom agreed to buy a car IF i work here
Sacrificed the car opportunity, I think I will invest my time for study 1st
Mayb tat time Vios can become BMW, wakakaka
But hope mom still will "heart soft" and gimme a car for studying =S
KL no car cannot survive at all!

Okay what's next, oh ya the assignment, GReat!
This is what I needed, a thrilling experience during my degree studies!
If everything happens normaaaaalllyy and yaaaawwwnnnly I might 4get that i studied degree b4
3.30 still in the binding shop
3.40 run to Szy's house to get Hq's car key
3.45 TBS to fetch them
3.50 a bit jam, writing while stucked in the jam
4.10 reach college
4.12 run from G to 7 for printing
4.20 submit, but noted as late

This is the most exciting thing in my life!
I run like crazy, drive like crazy and sweat like crazy
Woops sorry for the bumpy ride, rushing, no choice, dont vomit, haha
When everything is in a mess, my brain tend to have an "evil thinking"

Scenario 1: I crashed and make everyone cant submit
Scenario 2: How am I gonna explain to my mom if I failed?
Scenario 3: Is the resit hard?

Haha my brain is just like a living calculator and planner
Critical thinking is definitely not a problem for me
Sorry I'm just sharing some stupid stuffs here~
Hope everyone passes the assignment =)

When The brain keeps turning, Insomnia will definitely occur
Some time when u're unhappy or stressed, maximum i can only sleep for 4 hours
Know how i shut down my brain?
My frens normally teach me to smoke and every pain and suffer will go
As u all know im not a fking smoker but a drinker
Yes I will get a few cans of beer and let the brain shut down
Then I can sleep well and wont think too much

Ok my haircut, very short? hahaha
Its also the plan
now look normal n not nice
but after 2 weeks it will be nice gua...hope so
sigh fed up with my previous hair, everyone saw me oso say i looked sleepy with that hair, although i m satisfied with it =(
Anyway study month gonna come soon, cut short a bit so wont cover the eye for studying ma, hahaha
If u can remember, last year i cut my hair around this period too, for study month, at Spazio

Now to my room, just cleaned it up and very satisfied with it,
Back frm hometown reli too bc till no time to clean it up
As i said, No time for this, those and that
Now I have time for this, those and that edi, haha
Clean environment, a fresh start for me

Ok I think this is the longest post that i had ever wrote
Just wanna blast everything out when i have the time
Now i knw why ppl like to blog,
They express their feeling (not that inner), and talk whatever they want
Knowing that not much ppl read this, but still it is still a relieve for me
It is like throwing everything out of ur heart
I prefer that not much ppl know my blog,
diff ppl got diff aspects on blogs if u knw what i mean, haha (fingers-crossed)

Being optimistic, emo, and realistic = me