After one year i'm back here again,
yea of course heart break again then I will visit here XD
btw, glad that i'm friend again with the one I loved previously,
But should I go for you again?
Really need to think twice,
OR wait for god's arrangement?
Ya just wait for it, don't rush, i don need love now but to love myself
Study hard for ACCA!!
congratulations victor
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yes u did it again, another sleepless nite
this is the 3rd time for this to occur
whenever something happen between us, i will have sleepless nites
january - laoren chasing u and go for yc, sleepless for weeks
april - to avoid my emotional problems, i stayed at home to study, sleepless for days
now - sleepless for how long? after 17?
a vacation reli can make a person forget unnecassary thoughts
i need a vacation although i had just finished a vacation
i need it to fill up my time so that i wont be able to think rubbishes
plss la, tell me the reason y u did this to me
i tot we could be besties although we couldnt be couples
but y not even being a friend?
u make me so disappointed,
VERY
forget my analytical skills,
i had wasted this 3 years,
but i failed to realize that u r this kind of people
no, i know that u r this kind of people but i still doesnt gif up
kenyu's case is an example,
fren oso cannot be?
is this a solution for a rejection?
instead of doing this? u should say the word NO start from the beginning
so that i will hurt less, suffer less pain and no wont have so much sleepless nites!
when i ask u do i hav a chance?
u dint answer me,
do u knw what it makes me think?
an answer between yes and no
means there is a yes possibility
plss la... jus say no laa
till now u never say the word NO to me
pls write big big let me see please,
and release my suffer!
p/s: fuck my life, my uni life
this is the 3rd time for this to occur
whenever something happen between us, i will have sleepless nites
january - laoren chasing u and go for yc, sleepless for weeks
april - to avoid my emotional problems, i stayed at home to study, sleepless for days
now - sleepless for how long? after 17?
a vacation reli can make a person forget unnecassary thoughts
i need a vacation although i had just finished a vacation
i need it to fill up my time so that i wont be able to think rubbishes
plss la, tell me the reason y u did this to me
i tot we could be besties although we couldnt be couples
but y not even being a friend?
u make me so disappointed,
VERY
forget my analytical skills,
i had wasted this 3 years,
but i failed to realize that u r this kind of people
no, i know that u r this kind of people but i still doesnt gif up
kenyu's case is an example,
fren oso cannot be?
is this a solution for a rejection?
instead of doing this? u should say the word NO start from the beginning
so that i will hurt less, suffer less pain and no wont have so much sleepless nites!
when i ask u do i hav a chance?
u dint answer me,
do u knw what it makes me think?
an answer between yes and no
means there is a yes possibility
plss la... jus say no laa
till now u never say the word NO to me
pls write big big let me see please,
and release my suffer!
p/s: fuck my life, my uni life
my private blog
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Changed the url so that i have my own private blog which i could really express my feelings here rather than babbling nonsense..
The other reason is that i dont want anyone to misunderstood for what im saying here, coz some person tends to misunderstood on what im writing here, sien
my problem now is, yes i love her very much and i cannot put down
after 3 years, please laugh loud loud when u see this post and when the time u're holding another girl, victor
well, i thought im a rational guy, i do things my way, rationally and cool
my plan:
year 1: love this girl, let me plan for how to get her
year 2: things are going well, distance is nearer, tend to talk more
year 3: even better, told her my feelings all goes well until the last few months and its worst now, fren oso cant be
haha yes continue to laugh loud loud now
planning to chase a girl for 3 years but failed
god gave me this as an experience or a test for me?
a test of patience?
no idea at all,
frens are asking me to chase her since year 1,
wat i told them is, things i get easier will lose easier,
now time is running out and i failed
is this the end? or is this still part of the "hard to get" session?
no fking idea at all,
wat can i do instead of waiting for her and for another girl to appear?
according to libra,
we tend to change lovers if the other girl gave me conditions better than the previous girl that i chase,
faster come... heal my wound... i dono what to do now, felt so helpless
p/s felt better while writing all my feelings in this "shit"
tis is the reason y i want a private blog,
to the future me: experience is part of life, u deserve what u have now and im suffering now for the sake of yr experience
The other reason is that i dont want anyone to misunderstood for what im saying here, coz some person tends to misunderstood on what im writing here, sien
my problem now is, yes i love her very much and i cannot put down
after 3 years, please laugh loud loud when u see this post and when the time u're holding another girl, victor
well, i thought im a rational guy, i do things my way, rationally and cool
my plan:
year 1: love this girl, let me plan for how to get her
year 2: things are going well, distance is nearer, tend to talk more
year 3: even better, told her my feelings all goes well until the last few months and its worst now, fren oso cant be
haha yes continue to laugh loud loud now
planning to chase a girl for 3 years but failed
god gave me this as an experience or a test for me?
a test of patience?
no idea at all,
frens are asking me to chase her since year 1,
wat i told them is, things i get easier will lose easier,
now time is running out and i failed
is this the end? or is this still part of the "hard to get" session?
no fking idea at all,
wat can i do instead of waiting for her and for another girl to appear?
according to libra,
we tend to change lovers if the other girl gave me conditions better than the previous girl that i chase,
faster come... heal my wound... i dono what to do now, felt so helpless
p/s felt better while writing all my feelings in this "shit"
tis is the reason y i want a private blog,
to the future me: experience is part of life, u deserve what u have now and im suffering now for the sake of yr experience
sigh
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we couldnt be together... I thought at least we could be friends
now... fren oso cant be edi, what had i done??
all i want is juat to maintain the friendship, but she thought i wanna go for her
then she ignores me, there goes our friendship
i bought some stuffs for you during my vacation,
now how am i going to hand to u?
y this will happen?
i tot u said b4 u will appreciate ur friendship
but y u wanna make things become like that?
3 years of friendship ends just like that
i reli dont have any idea at all
im very disappointed with you
you changed...
now... fren oso cant be edi, what had i done??
all i want is juat to maintain the friendship, but she thought i wanna go for her
then she ignores me, there goes our friendship
i bought some stuffs for you during my vacation,
now how am i going to hand to u?
y this will happen?
i tot u said b4 u will appreciate ur friendship
but y u wanna make things become like that?
3 years of friendship ends just like that
i reli dont have any idea at all
im very disappointed with you
you changed...
i felt so alive
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Hurt my leg in the toilet...
1st time in my life bleed so much for around 15 mins...
damn the blood is all over the floor and tissues,
felt like vomit, i think i have blood phobia,
like last nite that movie i saw blood oso felt like vomit
anyway...
the pain and the bleed make me felt so alive,
this proves that i'm alive, i can sense pain and i can bleed
this means that life is not a dream,
everyone is fair, u grow, u bleed, u hurt, and u die
no one is special and u shoudlnt felt so arrogant over yourself
1st time in my life bleed so much for around 15 mins...
damn the blood is all over the floor and tissues,
felt like vomit, i think i have blood phobia,
like last nite that movie i saw blood oso felt like vomit
anyway...
the pain and the bleed make me felt so alive,
this proves that i'm alive, i can sense pain and i can bleed
this means that life is not a dream,
everyone is fair, u grow, u bleed, u hurt, and u die
no one is special and u shoudlnt felt so arrogant over yourself
After exam plans
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Very looking forward for all of these vacations and planss =)
Even dream oso dreamt of it
Genting -> Melaka -> Umaya -> Langkawi -> Mayday -> Shenzhen -> Hk -> Kampar -> home
If possible, pls add some sporting activities as well, such as Broga Hill or badminton =)
Im not gonna meet my parents being that fat, hahaha
Even dream oso dreamt of it
Genting -> Melaka -> Umaya -> Langkawi -> Mayday -> Shenzhen -> Hk -> Kampar -> home
If possible, pls add some sporting activities as well, such as Broga Hill or badminton =)
Im not gonna meet my parents being that fat, hahaha
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